Sunday, December 05, 2010

Black to White

When I look back at my life...I see it being lead in compartments. But the crucibles of life has evoked the strength in me to move tracks off the complicatedly inter-locked tracks where rats are in a endless marathon juggling for things that can be counted...oblivious of the fact that most things in this life that counts can't be counted...

Its probably taken me to pass through the whole color palette in transforming from BLACK to WHITE...but atleast I can say "Been there...done that..."

I knocked doors of every person I crossed paths with, in this journey to answer for me 3 questions that will define the start of my journey in discovering absolute truth...The icon who answered to me:

"What do you want in life?"
"Why do you want it?"
"How does it ensure long term happiness"?

became my Guru, who has laid the foundation for conviction to channelize my energy from quantiative to qualitative goals...

I have stopped believing in relativity theories which will result in a weak mindset that can breed vanity allowing you to take shelter under the umbrella of nonsensical pseudo-philosophies that can only be trashed. Such philosophies can only blind you to avoid life's challenges, ignore constructive lessons and one day plateau without unleashing one's fullest potential. Relativity can leave you devastated since what was truth yesterday isnt today. Truth is absolute and there is only one way to get there...

In this journey one...
...is self-sufficient...
...has a sense of acceptance to reality...
... is alone, yet to so complete...
... will always have relationships like a dew drop on lotus, so beautiful yet so detached...ready to slide when its time...
... can finally put an end to cravings for attention, appreciation and affirmation...
... has answers to lfe's events...
... can bid good-bye to materialistic world...
... can stop running behind success but work towards perfection...
... feels empowered to make bold choices in life...and cut off those weeds in your life who/which waste your time...

I see most part of this world infected with Altruism...a world that makes you work towards being the one, someone else wants you to be or you are wasting time in spending your precious energy in making someone work to be the one you want...Is it so hard to understand that this can only result in a deadlock leaving us to compromise our own individuality.

I probably once had 200% clear idea on how people around me should be and treat me, but now I only endeavour in working towards achieving 100% clear idea on how I should be...

Life is about working towards a wisdom, knowledge that will evoke a sense of achievement and dignity...

The best math in this world is the equation thats forever...