I am

I am a mother when I see you are the in-dweller in my child
I am a daughter when I see you are the in-dweller in my father
I am a wife when I see you are the in-dweller in my husband
I am a friend when I see you are the in-dweller in my friend
I am a student when I see you are the in-dweller in my teacher
I am a engineer when I see you are the in-dweller of the creative energy manifesting from within...
I am a citizen when I see you are the in-dweller in my homeland
I am a woman when I see you are the in-dweller of nature

I am when I see you are the in-dweller in me...
and I am exquisitely beautiful for you are the in-dweller in me...
and when I realize this...this moment is liberation from all bondage and this place is heaven...

You taught me liberation is not a place to reach but a state to reach just by being in love with you!
You taught me heaven is not a place to reach but is right there when I feel your love and realize that you are the universal in-dweller!
You taught me this love is for all seasons...as you are the in-dweller...
...of the sun...a life giver...
...of the spring colors...a life enhancer...
...of the rain...a life sustainer...
...of the fall colors...a rejuvenator 

Krishna...my love for you transcends far beyond what words can express...
... and it crosses over the forms, love can be classified into...

Cosmic Promenede

Feat of sunflower turning towards the sun...
Endeavour of a river to meet with the sea down the rough trails cutting through the hills...
A bee's weary warble sweetly silenced by the nectar ...

..all these cosmic events whisper to me the profound truth of life...

...that...our only feat is to turn towards the supreme divine Sun...the eternal light of our soul...
...that...our only endeavour is to meet with the incessant ocean of bliss , walking down the rough trails of material world...
...that... our weary warbles will sweetly put to rest by the nectar of knowledge !

Fountainhead of...
...the power to seek the sun...
...the strength to find our trail, trekking down the paradoxical material world...
...the courage towards the quest for right nectar...

..springs from the seat of righteousness in one's soul...
...the righteousness is pillared by the kindness a soul reflects from its source...
...the kindness is a ocean springing from deep wells of cosmic logic...
...cosmic logic is possible for one in cosmic equilibrium...

Cosmic equilibrium is Love manifesting...

With love, the chemical formula of our soul is afterall the alma matar enlightening us of the profound truth...in which books are you seeking the sun, the sea or the nectar...Its in you...Realize it! 

Irony of life

We are born ...one day to die...

We learn about the world around us as if it was our home...one day to unlearn and infer that it was just a playground...

We invest in relationships and give it all our time....one day to realize that it was just a role play and temporary...

We acquire so much wealth through our life...one day to leave it all behind...

We engage our minds so much in thoughts of past or planning the future...one day to just live the moment of death and nothing else...

We live every moment in fear of death...one day to realize we are eternal...


We live every moment with a belief that there is one question we all know the answer to... which is "Who am I?" and as a function of time, the answer to this only question becomes the purpose of life...

We originate from nothingness...into a playground with set of rules...where the fellow players are engaged with us in a role play...a game where winning or losing has no consequence, only playing does...

Eventually just know that ...there is someone who taught you the game before you entered the playground...engage yourself in the teachings and spirit of the game...Fellow players are there to channelize all efforts into the pursuit of excellence...that's the only way you will emerge out victorious...to go back home...

The moment we lose focus from the game and take too much interest in the fellow players and start engaging in our own play within the realms of a larger game...the spirit of the game is diluted...
We will now push ourselves into a game within a game...and further game within that game ...all this only gets deeper...compounded in complexity ...and it just needs too many kicks at each level of the game to exit back into the first order game...

Stay put in the first order game...because when this game is over...we get back into the world of nothingness which was indeed our everything...

From tranquility....pushed into a maze where your only action is to learn to get back where you came from viz tranquility...

Through the maze...through the play...your only guide is your teacher, who is with you in your knowledge...character and action...That teacher is all you need...

Quintessence

The flower may relinquish its fragrance...

The sea may relinquish its waves...

The fire may relinquish its heat...

The winds may relinquish its sound...

My soul would never relinquish its quintessence...You...

Just as there is no prison for sun's radiance...

Just as there is no prison for a cloud's shower...

Just as there is no prison for sands of time...

Just as there is no prison for ocean currents....

This body cannot imprison my soul...whose quintessence is You...

Walking in rain...the torrents cleansing temporal layers ...

...sometimes slipping...sometimes tripping...

...sometimes in dark caves...sometimes lost...

...but yet every step closer to a sempiternal reality ...

...strength inspired in a marriage ...

....a living fossil of holy matrimony in us...

...the quintessence of cosmos...

Romance

Twilight at the meridional azimuth...
...the mythical mystique union of Sun and Sky
...the sky untouched by the Sun...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

Spell of Cherry blossom from the terra firma of the blue orb...
...the mythical mystique union of Sun and Earth
...the earth untouched by the Sun...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

Hues of Rainbow on the vault of heaven...
...the mythical mystique union of Sun and Rain...
...the rain showers untouched by the Sun...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

Tender breeze from the shores of the tidal ocean..
...the mythical mystique union of Sun and Air...
...the air untouched by the Sun...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

Gleaming radiance of the rings of fire...
...the mythical mystique union of Sun and Fire...
...the fire untouched by the Sun...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

The Ecstasy in my soul...
...the mythical mystique union of You and Me...
...I untouched by the You...
...like a virgin...divinely picturesque...
...is the genesis of romance...

Art of Love

On a bed of snow...cuddled in a duvet of tulips...
...waking up to the meadow in a land of rising sun...
...the starry night's intoxication still lingering...
...as the blush hued like rainbow cast by your touch...
...the remnants you leave is an eternal spell...
...a metamorphosis in me as a painting of your love...

Deep in redwoods...to the rhythm of falling rain...
...the aroma of your soul promulgating in the drizzle...
...prosody of my heartbeat...to the syllables of your transcendental self...
...the ballet is renaissance evoked by your touch...
...the remnants you leave is an eternal spell...
...a metamorphosis in me as a dance to your love...

On the sands of beach...to the sands of time... 
 ...the septet notes springing from the aquatic navel of my soul...
...the orchestra in my heart...to the oeuvre...
...in resonance with the sounds of music to your touch on my coral lips ...
...the remnants you leave is an eternal spell...
...a metamorphosis in me as a song about your love...


In the empyrean of blue skies...is a perpetual balladry...
...radiating through the calligraphy in the language of heart...
...expressions of romance ...to your consecrated semblance...
...a manuscript in me...kindled by your touch...
...the remnants you leave is an eternal spell...
...a metamorphosis in me as a poetry about your love...

Pursuit of Love

The Love of my life...My husband...as we plunge deeper in love...we only realize there is so much more to discover and let ourselves fly in the altitudes of romantic love...

Pursuit of Love
I feel you...
... in the kiss of tender breeze...
... in the blazing rays of Sun permeating through me as life...
Yet my soul can't stop searching for you...

I hear you...
...in the sound of my anklets at every earthly step I take guided by your love...
...in every melody that casts a rainbow on the landscape of azure heavens...
Yet my soul can't stop searching for you...

I see your divine form ...
...in metamorphosis of life through seasons of your love...
...in every wave that hits the shore passing through the abyss of sea...
Yet my soul can't stop searching for you...

I savour your essence...
...in the honey that springs from the deep wells of my heart dancing to your love...
...in the dew drops of misty mornings...
Yet my soul can't stop searching for you...

I sense your aroma...
... in the air that fills my lungs with renaissance ...
...in every blooming flower that carries your fragrance and yearning to reach your lotus feet...
Yet my soul can't stop searching for you...

Whisper to me what I am yet to seek...
Show me the unmanifest in you...
Hold my hands and walk me through the altar ...
...opening doors to redolent garden of liberation...
...for I shall blend into you and flow as a melody from the honey of your lips...